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Today went JE for movie with mum and 2nd sis. cannot go far cos both of us having test tmr =X after tt went to arcade to play bball with them (: very fun. hahas. nothing much.. hom-ed for revision. hais. _________________________________________________________________________
You said, it wasn't gonna be like it was before. Then it happened again. Pushing me back out the door. Thought it would be for real this time. Love me forget about the signs. So now what do i do? Now that I know that we're through.
Refrain: Wish that I could move on Can't let go, it's too strong Just like that and then you're gone If this how you wanted it to be? Everything you had to say Sent the tears right down my face Now I'm trying to escape The misery
Chorus: Why don't you love me? The way I'd loved you It feels so crazy 'Coz I don't know what I did to you If you're gonna hurt me Then do it quickly 'Coz I'm tired of cryin' If you don't wanna stick around Then, baby forget about me.
Too late, sorry. I didn't have the chance You said you were happy Baby, I don't understand Gave you everything you asked for And was ready to give you a lot more I would've given you the world Right in the palm of your hand.
Refrain: Wish that I could move on Can't let go, it's too strong Just like that and then you're gone Was this how you wanted it to be? Everything you had to say Sent the tears right down my face Now I'm trying to escape The misery
Chorus: Why don't you love me? The way I'd loved you It feels so crazy 'Coz I don't know what I did to you If you're gonna hurt me Then do it quickly 'Coz I'm tired of cryin' If you don't wanna stick around Then, baby forget about me.
Boy, my heart was true And that you can't deny Don't be a fool And walk away from all the lies It's up to you 'Coz heaven knows I've tried Tell me you're still in love.
Chorus: Why don't you love me? The way I'd loved you It feels so crazy 'Coz I don't know what I did to you If you're gonna hurt me Then do it quickly 'Coz I'm tired of cryin' If you don't wanna stick around Then, baby forget about me.
Tired. Really tired. ROD'08 is over. o8.o8.o8, a date i'll remember forever. 4 years in np is over, so fast. I still miss my cadet life. I still miss the times when corporal punishment was not abolished. I miss my "drill fear" sec1 year. I miss my honeymoon sec2 year. I miss my "super bonded" sec3 year. I miss all my squad ICs. Sec1years: The time Qinhui said cold jokes on the first day of NP. The time we were taught how to fall in on the first day of NP. The time (Staff/Sgt?)Chiehyin told us to go down in pumping position & did not allow us to come up until she gave consent. The time our squad ICs treated us really good although i did not know what was squad ICs until Sec2 =.= The time we got scolded by (Staff/Sgt?) Poh Swee until all of us feared him. The time we gave nicknames to different NCOs for easy recognition. The time during ITC most of us vomitted during water parade. The time we had hiong pts during ITC. The time we held hands and ran to the old tree and back to the bball court to fall in in the old campus during ITC. (until we could fall in really fast.) The time when we did not cultivate much squad bond & did not really care abt one another. The time when Weikai pumped us and was smiling to himself. =/ The time we had to run to some NCOs and tell them 'I Love You'. =D The time we passed rumours (actually is facts) about our squadmates liking some NCOs. LOL. The time when we revised on drill commands after cca time and on saturday. The time during ROD when i cried like hell seeing Staff Haoting salute to Sir Raymond for the handing over of Squad ICs' position...
Sec2years: The time we hated our new squad ICs. The time we were pumped 3o at one go for one person not bringing spec hooks. The time when we all were PT freaks and cheered when we saw PT on the notice board. The time when we like to self-initiate PT activities for ourselves after school. The time when we were most bonded and active. The time when we owed our ICs many pumpings for those absentees who had no reason for being absent. The time when we prayed for Tuesdays and Fridays to come faster. The time we actually owed near to 10000 pumpings. The time we wanted to return the pumpings and we pumped 200++ with intervals of sit-ups and jumping jacks in btwn at one go. but we LOVE it. The time we tried to break our own records for pt and try all challenges posed by our ICs. The time when squadmates went for remedials and the squad was left with about 9 ppl and squadmates starting to cheer for us when we were running, The time when most of the squadmates went to some S.Rajaratnam's funeral ceremony and did not go to NP act, while our dear IC wanted to go so badly but decided to take us for act instead, however saw there was only 7 ppl and he was tt pissed until we heard he broke 2poles. The time when we were really afraid our squad IC did not want us anymore and me&peiwen decided to write an apology letter to him, with a super cute e-card attached to it. :D The time we had to run to the red car to do something (I fgt xD.) The time the whole squad shared one hershey kisses choc. The time we spelled NCO Zi'Ang's name wrongly and had to pump his name out. The time when we sang cheers during rainy days. The time when we perked up when Sir AlanBong shouted command amd gave a solid bang despite being really shagged. The time when we had 'ranks' on our NP tees during ITC's barrack inspection. The time when Sir Raymond refused to take us for activities after we made him angry, Sir Alan took us for "macdonalds meal". The time we chased Victor around the school campus. The time we celebrated birthday for our IC. The time when nearing ROD our ICs were scary and started to scold us and we all cried in the toilet. The time we really felt loved by our ICs and we really love them alot. ^^
Sec3years: The time our squadmates went to work then we told the truth and our ICs started laughing The time YanYang was absent again & we gave a list of possible reasons for his absence. (go MosBurger/KFC/Mac work, tuition, dental appointment etc.) The time we broke record and did 4oo jumping jacks at one go. The time we did intensive PT & did a total of 210 situps and pumpings combined tgt, jumping jacks, followed by 2.4km running, after which we were given 20mins water break. The time we had many times of full attendance. The time we assumed leadership roles. The time our squad almost broke apart. The time we encouraged each other to continue to work hard....
We loved each other, and will continue to do so. RVNP S3'o7, the extremists, will never break apart.. We can do it. RVNP, Solid Sah! <33!
&Tambourine was a success! (:
Oh yea. Thanks Sec1, 2 and 3 for the gifts! esp my beloved sec3 sqd, we love your performance. Great Job!
all the gifts. (:
RVNP, Solid Sah!<3
thankyou bangbang squad! ^^
card from the sec2s.
content inside! :D
lightstick bangle from sec2s!
saving box from sec1s!with loads of paper hearts and sweets inside!& a 5-cent coin (:
from our sec3 ICs! =D
cookie by peiwen, sijie and adna. thx sqdmates!^^
cloth and cotton doll in pt kit! by my dearest sqd (: <33
from my sqd to their ICs!<33
the booklet inside the teddy bear package. my fav!thanks(:
my teddy&another doll in NPuni&stars in a wine cup!<3
close-up of the NPuni doll!
side view of the stars in the wine cup!& pinkwrapper!<33
Top View!
cute right. look like dad&son (:
my teddy!<33 &the legs gt the baby socks!
the back of the fat teddy with flowery prints on shirt!
thanks everyone for making this ROD night for us possible. It was really great. but who i want to thank most is my sec3s (sry but im biased. LOL). cos i can see that you all really put in your utmost effort in planning this farewell event for us. THANK YOU!<33
&they must have read my mind. cos i just told sylvia a few days ago i wanted a bear. :D yay.
After ROD, took 61 then 947 to sylvia's house for stayover! =D girls who went there were me, lau, xinyu, chingxin, silin, rousi&pearly &i accidentally stepped on some joss sticks while talking to rousi. sorrysorry.. cos rly nvr see =X rousi walked over it too =X. then sylvia started to say she feel some cold air around her. dxmn scary T.T we had fun there la! we talked&talked&talked then keep shhh-ing each other cos talk until very 激动 will suddenly talk v loud then sylvia's family sleeping. pearly was super funny okay. keep saying things that made me laugh. after tt we moved to syl's bro room to talk, cos his bro nt coming home. we said alot of 废话. practically all girls' talk lol. got air-con then feel very sleepy hahas. pearly went for a nap first. then i started to get v tired at around 2. then pearly woke up & told me to slp awhile. for those who know me well, i'm known for being a piggy. therefore, you all can roughly predict i slept through the night until around 7:30am when syl started to wake everyone up cos her bro came home le. super comical scene. Syl cooked spagetthi for us! dxmn nice~ we started to camwhore abit ( actually is alot.) after breakfast. LOL. &i took many actcute photo of syl! =D shall post it up after i've uploaded it. they then went to see friendster so i sian diao then fell asleep on the sofa. (I know I'm pig). then after tt syl's mum need to 拜拜 so they woke me up & we left for west mall for 泡泡茶！ we sat down & talk & waited for lihui to come in the meanwhile. &there was this Hello Kitty helium balloon super nice at the Xpress flowershop at the basement. LOL! lihui also like hahas. so lau they all went to ask price. $15.70. actually still okay. cos very big (: then we crap around &syl left soon after. me, lau, cx, xy &lh went to food court there to sit&talk again. hhas the talk became super emo. okay whatever. hais. After that, home-d. now i'm super tired.
